Rare Beneath

I still can’t believe that my bestfriend is married now. I just can’t believe it. It’s so damn unbelievable.

I still don’t know what the future holds for our relationship, but I can say that I will allow no husband, no matter how fine or true, to get in the way of our friendship.

She was my sister before she became his wife.

Perhaps I am both bitter and joyful. She seems to be quite ready for this marriage, though only yesterday I was completely convinced that she was much too young for this impossible situation.

She seemed to be truly happy, with a deeper kind of knowledge that she knew just what the hell it is she’s getting into. I have no such certainty, but I do hope that she will live her life with enough love and contentment to keep her happy and free.

I will watch and wait… And I will always be here for her.